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Tomorrow I get to find out if I got the job I really really want.
I feel I made a mistake getting my hopes up. They've already offered the job to someone else, and Im the back up. If he decodes to take it, and he would be a fool to turn it down, I stand no chance.
And now I've got my hopes up and I'm on pins and needles.
It doesn't help that I am now flat broke, and have effectively no money to live on.
And to top it off I decoded to take on the meanest insurance defense firm in town, pro bono, for shits a giggles.
FML.
I feel I made a mistake getting my hopes up. They've already offered the job to someone else, and Im the back up. If he decodes to take it, and he would be a fool to turn it down, I stand no chance.
And now I've got my hopes up and I'm on pins and needles.
It doesn't help that I am now flat broke, and have effectively no money to live on.
And to top it off I decoded to take on the meanest insurance defense firm in town, pro bono, for shits a giggles.
FML.